Shoot organized for today.

Well i woke up early with my bags packed and everything ready this morning, started to get ready and about to set of to pick claire reed the "model" up when she rang me saying she had woken up late and cud we pick her up at 8.30 i said yeah thats fine. We then received another call at 25 past 8, it was her mum saying claire was ill and couldn't do the modeling today. Well it was safe to say i broke down in tears so much planning and organizing down the pan in one easy sweep. At that point i really felt like i didn't want to continue with this course any longer. Every Idea i come up with something goes wrong or I'm not abel to do it. I was really fed up, but i needed to go into uni and i needed to get the technicians to look at my mac, fortunately the technicians and paul had me laughing again so i felt much better after that. Right now I'm at home reluctantly organizing another shoot with another model when i find one i wont be using claire as a model again lesson learnt. I was so exhausted today because shoots take so much organizing and I've lost a lot of sleep recently for nothing, and have been so stressed with the whole module as well as being ill it was the worst move claire could have done to me but move on. Get a new model and shoot again. I'm going to go on doing some food reserach i think ive spent a lot of time organizing these beauty shoots.